I feel like I spent two and a half years of my life giving so much love, time and trust to one person only to be here
I have nothing to show for it
Apart from loneliness, jealous tendencies and the most painful of broken hearts
We made memories that I can't even bear to think about anymore
It hurts so much
I could cry all night if I let myself
I try so hard to keep it together
But I just don't know how to cope with this pain
Nighttime is always the worst
Lying in bed alone, with nothing but my thoughts
I wish I had an off switch sometimes
Or even a restart button
Just don't wanna be here right now
I'm exhausted
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