I miss you

Every. Single. Day

I'm not exaggerating. There literally isn't a day that goes by where I don't miss you. And there hasn't been since we broke up.

And it's not simply just 'i miss you' 

It's 'I miss you so much it makes me sad', 'I miss you and want you back', 'i need you', 'I feel empty without you in my life', 'i love you' 

People keep telling me it gets easier, but when? When will it get easier? When will I stop crying over him? 

It's been almost 7 months

And all I can think is that we'd have been together 3 years next week

I'm such a fool

Can't sleep at night

Can't get out of bed in the morning 

How do I stop feeling like this?

I'm so unhappy 

I miss you

God, I miss you so fucking much 

I wish you still cared 

I wish we still spoke 

I wish, I wish, I wish... 

Dreaming about being with someone

Someone you long for, someone you miss, someone you crave intimacy with.. 

And then waking up and realising you're still very much alone, and probably will be for the foreseeable future... 

That's pretty heartbreaking 

Especially when your kisses and your touch felt so real