Why do I do this to myself?

Ffs 

I feel sick 

Need to cut him out 

I can't cope like this 

Fuck why does this still hurt so much?

I'm so tired of being unhappy 

I miss him

But where's he gone? 

I will always wish I could turn back time

So unhappy

When will this end? 

I'm so tired of being unhappy 

Nasty dreams

= waking up sad and lonely 

Worst way to start the day :( just wanna go back to sleep 

Wide awake

Thinking of you

When is this going to end?