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Wednesday 24 August 2011

READING FESTIVAL 2011 BABY!

going to reading tomorrowwww!!! omgomgomgomg :D
very excited
quite unprepared though. still haven't started packing :/
gotta be up at like 5 in the morning D:
eeeee i'm excited thoughhh :))
wish me luck!

Sunday 21 August 2011

is it weird

that the thought of being totally devoted to one person and spending the rest of your life with that one person completely scares and baffles me?
i was just thinking about marriage. i don't understand it. the thought of "tying the knot" with someone like that is just utterly terrifying to me. why would you do that? trap yourself with one person for the rest of your life. it just seems kind of odd, and a little crazy to me. what if it went wrong? divorce is so messy. i really don't understand why people bother. marriage isn't some kind of guarantee. it doesn't stop people from falling out of love, so why bother doing it? i just don't get it....
and personally, with or without marriage the thought of a "life-long" partner is scary to me. i just think life's way to short to spend it with one person.
when i think about the future i worry that i'll never get to do all the things i want.
although there's a large part of me that wants to settle down and have kids, there's so much other stuff i want to do - travel the world, and not just travel it, but live it different countries for a couple of years and make new friends, gain new skills, get new experiences. i worry that i'll never have time for it all.
it seems silly worrying when i'm so young but there's a lot i want to do with my life.

Sunday 7 August 2011

TOO MUCH TOBLERONE D: BLEGHHHH

turns out we're not going to *ikon anymore.
i checked the website and they're closed on mondays haha
so we're going to the national gallery instead, which looks much nicer tbh :))

FAD

going to the icon in brum tomorrow to do some research for the FAD project
i really hope it helps because i'm so stuck on it atm
i literally have no ideas :/

in other news i'm slowly but surly getting through my room :)
i didn't realise how much crap i actually have! i've only done like a quarter of it and i've filled a massive bin bag and 3 big charity bags!
o o o and i sold my bed!! :D yesssss :))

anyways, i gots to get on with things
laterz
i'll report back about the exhibition and shiz later in the week