I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else, but you...

I'm learning guitar :) ok, it's only two chords, but i'm learning :)

Todays nice. I feel happy :) ish.
It's sunny outside. And my family are all getting on :) (mostly)
It's nice :) I might go for a walk, and perhaps take some photos of the countryside.

And i'm better! :D I've been really ill this week :( but i'm better now which i'm really happy about :)
I get to go out later too.. to a camping party :) it'll be good, hopefully :)

E xxx

the butterflies fly away

i'd forgotten about the drama last night...
i won't go into details, but i just basically found out he some of the things my ex had told me when we were together we lies, and i confronted him on it, and got all upset, the usual really.

As for the haircut, i came home and cried... i hate it :( she's cut my fringe completely wrong, it's awful :( and my hair takes so long to grow it's gonna take ages for it to go back to how it was :'( i wish i'd just told her to leave the fringe and only cut my layers and the length :( eurghhhh
so i've spent all afternoon eating a lot and watching big brother :D god i love big brother, is anyone else watching it? because none of my friends or family do so i have no one to discuss it with... it did cheer me up though :) i'm sad it's the last series.

Spent a lovely lazy day with cocktails and SATC at a friends yesterday :) and hopefully, even though i'm absolutely knackered, something'll happen later tonight :)
As for tomorrow, partay in the evening and England's first world cup match :D what a good summer - BB and world cup :)

I might go wash my hair now - i'm hoping it'll turn out a bit more acceptable if i wash and style it myself :/ i can hope... i'll let you know :)

Also, i bought this from topshop :)

pretty isn't it? :) i got a size 8 but it's a little to small :/ so i might go back and swap it for a size 10 :)
Andd.. have you noticed they've changed their website? I don't like it at all.

E xxx

dear god, talk about mood swings :') i shall fill you in in the morning :)
Also, haircut tomorrowwwwww eeeee :D :D wish me luck!

Because if you break down, it's a cold, hard shoulder

will the truth really set you free?

curiouser and curiouser...

it feels like it's been longer than it has since i last blogged..
hmmmm...
i guess it's cuz so much has happened since then... seriously, thinking about it, it seems crazy that so much can happen and be said in a week... butttt it's all to do with my silly ex and i've decided i talk far too much about him, it must be very boring for you guys, and it doesn't exactly help me take my mind off him.
So, imma talk more about my life and what i've been getting up to instead, it'll be a lot more interesting and less depressing and hopefully will help me switch my focus :)

Most recently,
Went to see Sex and the City on wednesday with the girls :) was good, i dunno, the more i think about the more i find myself picking faults in it. I did enjoy seeing it... the typical amount of fashion, glamour and men was nice, although i felt the story line was a bit lacking, nothing on the first one tbh.

I went to an Alice in Wonderland themed tea party/picnic on friday which was lovely :)

All our lovely noms :) mmm i ate so much :)

And a friend of mine had a Eurovision party on saturday which was so much fun, best party in a long time actually :)
Tbh lots more has happened... other parties and things, but i'm not gonna talk about them because they all have something to do with my ex intertwined with them.

It's almost the end of half term, which makes me sad :(

And i'm having that feeling again. The feeling that i want to just pack up, move, and start again...leave all this behind, it's odd.

Anyways, i shall try and update you guys more often over the next week, and not talk about my ex unless it's really necessary.
I need some serious sleep.
E xxx

i might make a cake or dye my hair or do something tomorrow :)