you've got being right down to an art.

hello there,
it's been a while hasn't it.

ok so, update on the skin thingy... it's gone really dry and flaky :'( which i did not expect since the products that i've stopped using were supposed to be drying so you'd think my skin would've gone oily :/ i'm tempted to go back to usual but i'm gonna stick it out. Plus, i've had to use extra moisturiser to compensate for the dryness which is clogging my pores and giving me spots :((

Moving onn.... the girls are coming over in a bit for a long missed 'girly sleepover' :) it should be good.... i'm glad it's happening cuz i really feel like i've been losing touch with them recently :/ which isn't very good as they're supposed to be my best friends :/ i hope it goes ok... i mean im a lil worried it could be awkward seeing as we really aren't as close as we used to be.. hmmm we'll see.

O o o exciting news, i'm going to Reading :D:D i'm going to go with some of the girls at college :) apart from the "disgusting" toilets i think it's gonna be awesome :D i'm really excited :)

Anyways, i should go now.
See ya
E xxx

i see you baby...

i really want shorts like theseee :)

lillieloves

i just had a quick read of youtube make-up guru lillieloves' blog and it gave me a little idea.
she was saying that in her everyday skin routine all she does is wash her face with cold water, she doesn't actually use any toners/cleansers etc. and she has gorgeous skin. so i was thinking i might try something along the same lines. i'll still use make-up wipes to remove my make-up, and i'll use moisturiser but i won't use any toners/cleansers/exfoliators/serums etc. i think this can be for lent too, because that'll be a long enough time for it to make a difference :)

lemme introduce to you a brand new dance...

haiiii there :)

i've decided to give up chocolate for lent :) although i don't know how long i'm gonna last :s i'll try my best but i've got a feeling it'll be 2 days at most :')

i'm off to the boif's this afternoon :) and then brum with the girls tomorrow :D :D i haven't been into brum in agesss so i'm excited :D

right i'm off to get some food :)
byeee

E xxx

the candyman can 'cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good

Hii guysss
As if it's been a week since i posted! :o
So, hello again,

Erm ermmmm valentines dayyy :)) My boyfriend came round... he had bought me a lovely card and red rose and a big box of Thortons chociess :D i was rather happy :) It was nice we lay about, and watched a film... no fun times (if you get my meaning :p) although i am going over to his later in the week and he has a free house so who knows :)

And IT'S PANCAKE DAYYY :D:D yumyumyum, trust me i shall be making sooo many, and then i'm going to a friends house later for further pancakes :)) should be a good day

OOO i almost forgot :D I DYED MYY HAIRR :D yehhhh (i'm starting to think i'm rather addicted :/ lol) i've gone from dark blond to like a mahogany colour... dark brown/red.... i loves it very much :D and so does the boif so tis all gurdd :)

PARTAY on saturday :D and not just any party... rave/neon/uv theme :) eeeeee, i'm excited.

Right, i'm off to nom on many many pancakes now :D
Laterz
O, also, what should i give up for lent???? Hmmm, any ideas?

Luv yas
E xxx

I have a plan :)

Ok so my sex life isn't good because there isn't enough lust there. There's buckets of love. We're like the best of friends and he finds me cute and funny.. which is nice.... but he doesn't see me as sexy which isn't so good because he doesn't wanna have sex with his 'cute' girlfriend, he only wants to have sex with his 'hot, sexy' girlfriend. Conclusion - i need to appear more sexy. i need to make him want me. Therefore i have devised a clever (it's not that clever really) plan. I shall ask him what he finds sexy and become it - simples :D I hope so anyway...We'll see :)

E xxx

Eleanor put those boots back on.

Ok, so i was just about to write about how i think i was exaggerating about how much i liked C, and then i got a facebook message from him and i smiled so much i guess i wasn't exaggerating :) it's made me real happy :) i was in an absolutely foul mood after having an argument with my parents and it completely cheered me up :) it was very out of the blue, and nice :)

The boyfriend's been nice today though... which is good :) although it does make me feel bad that i like C :/ although at the same time the secretness of my feelings and now these messages is kinda fun :) i know i shouldn't think that but i can't help it :s
I do love T, i love him lots and i can't imagine ever meeting someone who i click with so well, it's just that things get boring and monotonous. It's nice to have new people interested in you :)

Anyways, on a happier note, GLEE LATER :D EEEE me loves it!

Laterz guysss
E xxx

:( Just found out C has a girlfriend :( i really shouldn't feel this upset

feel the rain on your skin

Just a quick one,

Last night was real good, real real good :)
The only problem is this:
I met loads of new people.... predominantly guys... and it's times like that when i kinda wish i was single... it's nice to have guys be interested in you, try and chat you up and stuff.. it's fun... and to have that freedom to do whatever and be with whoever you want, whenever you want is always nice. But then, i think i'd miss having that one person you can always rely on, talk to and spend time with. I kinda wish i was in an open relationship :p then i'd have someone to spend time with and everything during the week and stuff... but then at parties i'd have that freedom to just have a bit of fun with new guys.
Anyways the problem is... i met this guy called C (name hidden for privacy reasons) and he was really lovely :s good-looking, charming, sweet, funny... and i can't stop thinking about him... i really wanted to be able to have some fun with him last night.... i wanted to ask him to dance.. i wanted to ask for his number... and now i want to see him again :/ and i feel really bad because i know i shouldn't be having these types of feelings for other guys when i'm in a relationship :/ i'm not gonna do anything at the moment... i mean it's doubtful i'm gonna see him again since he's not really in my friend group... i dunno if he goes to the same college as me or not. Seee, now i'm hoping that he does so i can see him again :S arghhh this is bad :/// I'll just see how things go.... see if the feelings fade.. although i almost don't want them to fade.. i really like him.... *sighhhh* ahh i feel awful :s this isn't good.... not good at all.

Anyways.... glee tomorrow :D that's something to look forward to.
Talk soon
Later guys
E xxx

I haven't posted recently simply because there hasn't been much to post about. But i figured it's been too long and i need to post at least a small update :)

College is going alright. Coursework deadlines are getting closer and closer though... and word limits looking harder and harder to reach :/ I have a 1,500 word essay due in a monday and i really don't know how i'm gonna get it done :/ So yeh, a lil stressed about that. However, graphics is good :) I'm really enjoying the new project and have had loads of ideas for it :D And our teacher gave us a time management sheet so hopefully i won't have to go through such a mega stress again at the end of it. :)

Skins is on tonight which i am very excited about. I think it's Emily's episode and the previews for it look really good :) I think Emily is probably my favorite character :)

O o also, i have recently discovered boohoo.com. I mean, i'd heard of it before i'd just never really had a good look on there before. But how good is it!? Really nice and really 'in' clothes for really good prices :) i'm so chuffed :)



I am absolutely in LOVE with this outfit. I love her hairstyle aswell :D ahhh it's so nice!

The weekend is looking real good :)
Viewing three houses saturday afternoon - i'm so excited about seeing them :D :D
Crazay partay saturday night :D :D
And then lazy recover-from-hangover day at my best friends on sunday :) :)

Right im off to get ready for bed.
See yas
E xxx