talk about emotional...

Wednesday 29 June 2011

happy happy happpy

TURKEY TOMORROW!!! OMFG!
I'm really excited now... a week with the girlies will be lovely :))

I'm kinda being a bit more positive about my throat infection too. I realised i've gotta do my best to carry on regardless.. it's no good to just sit around under a duvet feeling sorry for myself. Also, this whole 'not being able to eat solid food' thing is doing wonders for my stomach ;) hahaha, i should get throat infections more often!
Although in saying that i'm not letting it stopping me from going to pizza express later to throughly stuff my face :D i managed to convince my parents to take me under the ploy of a 'farewell meal' clever eh ;)

anyway, i have summer music on, and i'm not feeling too shit and i'm packing and everything is looking up a bit :))

Thursday 23 June 2011

HELLS YEAH BITCHESSS

NEW BIKINIS HAVE ARRIVED :D

slim fast shakes

taste like crap
i even got the vanilla flavour to be on the safe side and i can't drink it... it even smells horrible
waaaaa :'( so disappointed!

Tuesday 21 June 2011

OMG

i just scoffed loads of rocky road
and now i'm majorly craving pasta and cheese
STRESS MAKES ME SO HUNGRY D:

Also,

I have half a tin of rocky road left and i don't know what to do with it D:
I can't eat it all, and the rest of my family don't like it.....
I'm gonna have to throw it away to stop myself eating it but i feel awful wasting food D:
better in the long run though because imma be FIT FO TURKEY YO :D

I WILL MAKE SECTION B MY BITCH

just gotta get this royal wedding shit down

Monday 20 June 2011

i may have failed miserably at making rocky road

but at least i still get to lick the bowl clean :D
chocolate, butter and golden syrup all melted together = BEST.THING.EVER. <3 mmmmmm

Wednesday 15 June 2011

so proud of myself :D

i just did 2 davinas, TWO! :D
I did the warm up (10 mins) then the aerobics, then the abs (both 20 mins) then the cool down (10 mins)
i feel so so proud of myself, just gotta keep it up :)
i'm really happy because i was so down about it all last night but today i feel really motivated!
and i'm taking more care with my eating too. i've decided that from now on i will have a piece of fruit (dunno what imma do when the fruit bowl gets empty D:) and a glass of fruit juice for my breakfast and then have my usual breakfast (weetabix or cornflakes with milk) for lunch... having smaller meals allows me to have larger dinner and include snacks in between, cuz i do love my snacks :D good snacks of course though, like mini breaks, or fruit or a fat free yogurt :)
yes, feeling much better after doing that workout :) gonna try to do at least one everyday, two when i can take it :)

also, starting to feel a little bit more realistic about my exams and the amount of revision i should be doing :P
gonna do some comms now :)
see yas xxx

i should really do something...

like revision
or a davina fit
but i'm too lazy to move D:

making stir fry tonight :D excitedddd :D
hope we don't die from the beanspouts though :/ don't fancy dying from killer E.coli just yet thanks...

Saturday 11 June 2011

tell me baby, how does it feel?

i know you like the roll of the limousine wheel


TANDOORI GET IN MA BELLY :D

nah hit me over here


omg he is so hot <3

Monday 6 June 2011

this not remembering thing is getting beyond a joke

i'm really starting to worry now
what if i did do something?

Sunday 5 June 2011

i hate how

even when i have the courage to stand up to him and be angry at him
he always manages to make me feel bad for it immediately afterwards

Saturday 4 June 2011

Playboy Club London

The new Playboy Club in London has just opened
in wake of this i have now decided that my aim for after uni is to be a playboy bunny! :D yeh it may be degrading or whatever but just imagine how awesome it would be!! I would love it :D
so in the meantime i have devised a to do list to make me the perfect bunny :)
- get lots of waitressing experience
- do lots of bar work
- learn how to deal casino games and other gambling stuffs
- improve general confidence and hosting skills
- get a boob job (this is on my life to do list anyway :p)
- and perhaps do something with my hair. probably gonna have to go barbie blonde seeing as i'm allergic to dark hair dye :(
anyway, i'm exciteddd :D i would love it so much :D :D and imagine the pay would be pretty awesome too! :D

Thursday 2 June 2011

still got a bloody itchy eye though!

aaaaaaahhhhh!! damn you hayfever :(

happy mood

- just added up my calorie intake for today and i can have 200 more calories before bed! YEHHH BITCHEZZZZ (i actually said that when i found out :D) i've decided i'm definitely gonna incorporate exercise in with my healthy month... sit-ups every morning here i come (Y) might do a little yoga too :)
- it's a lovely evening and i have my window open and there was just a partridge of the shed roof and it was being so loud and then it's little mate appeared and now they're sat in the tree together, so cute! :)
- really looking forward to saturday night :)) can't stop thinking about it! gonna sort my outfit out tomorrow :D
- having tom over was lovely and him and my parents get on so well and it's all very nice at the moment :) don't get to see him again till monday now though :(
- o o and i had my first go at henna.. didn't go to badly actually, a lot more difficult than i expected though!

overall, a happy smily emily this evening :)

Wednesday 1 June 2011

dita von teese

i'm so excited for molly's party on saturday! :D
i've been looking up pictures and videos of dita von teese for inspiration. she's so amazing! definitely my biggest girl crush
also i have massive body envy towards her. her boobs are exactly how i want mine. they're the perfect size plus they look really natural even though they're actually fake!