for fucks sake

i didn't think it would come to this


but i don't want anyone else :(

so fucking sick and tired of people taking advantage of me

i'm just hurting

and sad
and disappointed
and confused
and scared

i feel so empty and numb

i feel weak

we've been here before, cuz i feel we keep going back and forth.
Maybe it's over, maybe we're through but i honestly can say i still love you.

Maybe we've reached the mountain peak, and there's no more left to climb.
And maybe we've lost the magic piece, and we're both to blind to find.

can't stop looking at that bloody instagram photo

makes me feel worthless and sick to my stomach :(