talk about emotional...

Tuesday 29 May 2012

i still keep thinking he wanted to break up with me yesterday morning.... :/

Monday 28 May 2012

it's actually really upset me :(
why would he do that?
the worst thing is neither of them look anything like me... the one was brunette with dark eyes, tanned perfect skin and the perfect figure and the other one had big boobs
it just makes me think that he wishes i looked different, that he wishes i looked like those girls, or would rather be with or sleep with them than me
i would never do that
i get photos of good looking guys on my dash all the time but i never 'like' them. firstly because i know that if tom saw it would hurt his feelings or make him feel insecure or self conscious (like it has done to me) but more importantly because i don't actually like them, yeah i appreciate that it's a good looking guy but i don't like it because i'm not interested because i love, and only have eyes for, him <3 it hurts that he obviously doesn't feel the same way back :/
it wouldn't be so bad if they were celebrities or famous models, but the fact that they are real, everyday girls, the type he's gonna meet at uni, posing half naked, is more upsetting. he might as well have just liked a random girls facebook profile picture....

i feel so let down and unwanted and upset :'(

love it when my boyfriend likes photos of half naked girls that aren't me....

:(