feel the rain on your skin

Just a quick one,

Last night was real good, real real good :)
The only problem is this:
I met loads of new people.... predominantly guys... and it's times like that when i kinda wish i was single... it's nice to have guys be interested in you, try and chat you up and stuff.. it's fun... and to have that freedom to do whatever and be with whoever you want, whenever you want is always nice. But then, i think i'd miss having that one person you can always rely on, talk to and spend time with. I kinda wish i was in an open relationship :p then i'd have someone to spend time with and everything during the week and stuff... but then at parties i'd have that freedom to just have a bit of fun with new guys.
Anyways the problem is... i met this guy called C (name hidden for privacy reasons) and he was really lovely :s good-looking, charming, sweet, funny... and i can't stop thinking about him... i really wanted to be able to have some fun with him last night.... i wanted to ask him to dance.. i wanted to ask for his number... and now i want to see him again :/ and i feel really bad because i know i shouldn't be having these types of feelings for other guys when i'm in a relationship :/ i'm not gonna do anything at the moment... i mean it's doubtful i'm gonna see him again since he's not really in my friend group... i dunno if he goes to the same college as me or not. Seee, now i'm hoping that he does so i can see him again :S arghhh this is bad :/// I'll just see how things go.... see if the feelings fade.. although i almost don't want them to fade.. i really like him.... *sighhhh* ahh i feel awful :s this isn't good.... not good at all.

Anyways.... glee tomorrow :D that's something to look forward to.
Talk soon
Later guys
E xxx