Bikini shopping

Has got to be my number one, most depressing, most self esteem destroying activity ever

I mean I don't like my body at the best of times but I look especially awful in a bikini

As if my constant horrible hay fever, lack of motivation, lack of friends and broken heart wasn't already ruining my summer,

I now have "looking fucking disgusting in a bikini" to add to the list too.... 

Yay for me