can you lie next to her and give her your heart as well as your body?

Last night was good. Much much fun :) Got rather drunk.. and, i'm gonna be honest, a lil high :/

The boyfriend was lovely :) spent a lot of the night with me :) he came back to mine and you can guess the rest. And i mean yeh of course i'm happy, it's been a while and it did feel good. But it also felt kinda acted. Like he only kinda did it just to stop me asking, like he wasn't really bothered. I dunno... he didn't finish.. he said it wasn't my fault just that he has some problem... :/ either way it was nice... and awkward sex is better than no sex at all.
I was just thinking back to this morning. It was so nice waking up and having him holding me. And then later on when we were just messing around, you know being silly, and just having a laugh together. That's what i love about being with him :)
Hmmm.. when things are bad they're real bad but when things are good they're so good :)

Looking forward to glee tomorrow :D :D last week's was AWESOME. Put me in a wonderful mood. I'm hoping tomorrow's won't disappoint :D

As for the coming week... well i'm gonna be starting the exam project for graphics tomorrow (stressssss) and then next week are my english and comms deadlines so i should probably be starting those essays this week.
As for the coming weekend it's looking like it's gonna be rather crazy. This lad in the year above is having a house party while his parents are away. He is know for crazy parties and he's invited around 60 people and told us we can "bring friends" :') i wonder if he knows what he's letting himself in for. Hahaha... should be good, we shall see :)

Right, i'm off for an early night i think.

Byeeee

E xxx