i was so wrong about him :)

he's not like that at all
and after talking to him, and spending yesterday with him i feel so stupid for thinking he was
he is such a lovely guy
and he's just as insecure and worried about everything as i am
yesterday was so so nice <3 i really feel like we're getting to know each other more and more and we're getting closer and it's so lovely :) we went for a walk along the common and ate ice creams, and then went to his and i met his family and had dinner there and they're all really nice :) and i care about him and the best thing is that i think he really cares for me too. he kept saying how much he likes me and at one point he said "you're amazing. i know that's tragically cliche but it's true" :)
and more than that, i don't feel like there's any pressure for us to do anything. yesterday, if there was anything i was slightly unsure about or not comfortable with, straight away, he was like "it's okay, we don't have to"
he makes me feel safe and happy and it's lovely
i'm just worried about it going wrong. i'm worried about getting hurt, but more than that, i'm terrified of hurting him. i hurt TB so much, and he didn't deserve any of it. I don't wanna hurt Tom at all... he means so much to me <3