way out in the morning sun...

- the weathers been lovely recently :) - we had a thunderstorm on saturday! :D eeeeeee :D i love thunderstorms :D and then yesterday and today have been really sunny and warm, like a proper summer :)

- me and the ex are closer recently, been spending more time together.
The other night we lay out in the garden and watched a meteor shower <3
And, i've gotta be honest, we've been having some really good sex :P haha :) not much foreplay though... although the sex makes up for it :) ...i really like it now because in the past, when we were together i always had a much higher sex drive than he did... i'd get really frustrated over it... but now, i dunno, he's changed and now our sex drives seem to match more :) the other day, we hadn't had sex in a week (which isn't much - we've gone a month and more in the past!) and he was like "we haven't had sex in agesss".. haha made me laugh.. made me happy too though cuz i felt exactly the same :P

-Anywayy, he has a house down in Looe (in Cornwall) that we went to when we were together this time last year, and on Friday i'm going down there again :) i love it down there, it's so nice, especially being with there with him.. just the two of us in a place away from everybody else... some of my best memories of being with him are from when we went to Looe together.
I'm really really looking forward to it :) The only thing is that, like i said, i know this situation isn't going to last for much longer, we're not together (even though it feels like it more recently) and niether of us want to be together so i honestly don't know what's gonna happen...but it's gonna end soon, and i'm worried that going to Looe will cause me to get more attached to him.. i don't know if i'd be able to cope with that :/
But i'd still rather go and end up hurting more than not go at all, just for the happiness it'll give me in the short term and i'll have more memories with him :)

Looe to do list:
A few things we did last year :)
- Go to the awesome Mexican restaurant there :D
- Have a banana spilt and cornwall's famous fish and chips and their ice cream (with sprinkles)
- Go crab fishing
- Go to the arcade

Wanna try some new stuff too :)
- Go to the dodgy night club? haha
- Go shark spotting? Depends how expensive it is...
- And late night sex on the beach of course :P

I'll let you know how it goes... might blog while i'm there if i have chance :)
E xxx