Fed up, down, scared, worried, numb, empty, shit
Missing him, wishing he was here
Scared he's not missing me
Scared he doesn't want me like he used to
Scared he wants other girls
Scared we're growing apart
One the verge of tears and feeling that way again
Need to go to bed before it gets any worse
Fuck this shit. I need to stop it and be stronger.
If he doesn't want me then it's for a reason
I need to love myself incase he doesn't. Otherwise i'll start looking for it in all the wrong places and i don't wanna be like that again.
Bed now please.
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