so fed up

there just seems to be some kind of problem, some drama or upset every day
it's like we can't just have more than a day where we're really happy and nothing goes wrong
there's always something that causes a sulk or a mood or an argument
and it makes me sad :(
i'm so fed up because i really do love him and i want us to be happy together, but it doesn't seem to be working very well :(
starting to think we need to postpone booking our trip and sort ourselves out first... :/

*sigh*
super glum :( definitely don't feel like going out tomorrow now :/
gonna go to bed and hope that i feel better in the morning, got a horrible feeling i won't though...
ooooo :(