what's the fucking point, i don't even look like her

so tired, so stressed, so frustrated and upset
i have so much college work
so much work work
so much ucas/uni stuff
now i'm on my period too
and (as that wasn't enough) it's become incredibly obvious that he still had feelings for her
and it hurts and i hate that it hurts and i hate myself for caring this much

i haven't cried like this in a long time....