i have this constant feeling of worry which is making me feel sick
and i still feel slightly hungover... i keep forgetting things i've said, written and read... it's really odd
i think part of it is fear
i'm so scared of messing up again
and i'm more scared because i don't know how not to fuck things up
i don't wanna mess anyone around anymore
i'm just scared of hurting people and ending up feeling alone
feeling pretty lonely right now as it is :/
i need to see SM, she'd know how to cheer me up, i miss her :((
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