i fucking hate it when they argue like this

screaming and shouting, mum locking herself in rooms and dad sounding like he's about to break the door down
it's scary
and i have to put my tv on mute so i can listen in case anything kicks off and i have to step in
i hate it
i shouldn't have to do this... i shouldn't have to worry about things getting violent
today's been so nice as well... we can never have just one fully happy day in this house