i post one photo of ash whats-his-face topless and he goes into a sulk...
how does he think it makes me feel with him constantly liking photos of beautiful busty women left right and centre?
Friday, 6 January 2012
feeling like it's all going so quickly and i've lost control
feeling super nostalgic and being freaked out by how long ago certain things were and getting fed up about the mess my life seems to have become
this time 3 years ago i was so happy, where did it all go wrong?
feeling the need to start over again... can't wait to move away to uni
this time 3 years ago i was so happy, where did it all go wrong?
feeling the need to start over again... can't wait to move away to uni
still can't stop thinking about it
please please someone give me £4000? or show me how i can get it?
FEDUP :(
FEDUP :(
Thursday, 5 January 2012
really want a boob job
having one of those phases where i just think about it all the time
i can't stop thinking about it
god if someone gave me the money i'd book it tomorrow
eurgh
grump grump grump
i can't stop thinking about it
god if someone gave me the money i'd book it tomorrow
eurgh
grump grump grump
Tuesday, 3 January 2012
i don't think it was just "one of those days"
i think i'm having "one of those phases"
one of those phases where i feel extra insecure and extra low for days on end
it starts with one thing and then my self esteem just plummets and then i torture myself by looking through photos and picking out every little thing that i don't like about myself
and now i could cry...
i'm so low.... being super hormonal really isn't helping either
eurghhhhh i hate myself when i'm like this, in more than one way...
one of those phases where i feel extra insecure and extra low for days on end
it starts with one thing and then my self esteem just plummets and then i torture myself by looking through photos and picking out every little thing that i don't like about myself
and now i could cry...
i'm so low.... being super hormonal really isn't helping either
eurghhhhh i hate myself when i'm like this, in more than one way...
wore my corset to college today
by the time i got home i'd been wearing it for 12 hours! still wearing it at 25 and a half mind....
it's really frustrating because it's only a half an inch reduction which seems shit to start with but any lower is just wayyy to uncomfortable :(
had i little play around when i got in. i seem to be able to lace it tighter when i've been wearing it for a long time. managed to lace it down to 24 inches! couldn't have worn it like that for more than a few minutes though - it was so fucking uncomfortable.
wearing it at 25inches now, which is still pretty uncomfortable tbh... was planning to wear it for a couple of hours before bed but it's actually starting to hurt a bit so i might just take it off soon.
it's really frustrating because it's only a half an inch reduction which seems shit to start with but any lower is just wayyy to uncomfortable :(
had i little play around when i got in. i seem to be able to lace it tighter when i've been wearing it for a long time. managed to lace it down to 24 inches! couldn't have worn it like that for more than a few minutes though - it was so fucking uncomfortable.
wearing it at 25inches now, which is still pretty uncomfortable tbh... was planning to wear it for a couple of hours before bed but it's actually starting to hurt a bit so i might just take it off soon.
Monday, 2 January 2012
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