It's so hot

I can't cool down or get comfy 

I feel sick 

I can't sleep

And I can't get you off my mind 

I haven't been able to for days 

But when I'm trying to sleep and have nothing to distract me it's so hard

Thinking and thinking 

I'm getting upset 

And then getting angry at myself for getting upset 

I hate myself for being like this 

I'm so weak and over emotional 

I feel ugly and lonely and pathetic and hopeless 

I'm so tired of feeling like this 

I just want to feel normal again 

But I don't know how 

I don't see how I can 

I feel completely overwhelmed 

What's wrong with me?