sometimes

i really wish more people were up for open relationships
they just sound perfect to me
the stability and loveliness of having a boyfriend without having to give up my freedom and promiscuity
yeh i might get a little jealous but if i was able to get with other guys too I think i'd be alright
i'd just like to try it, y'know?
i want to seriously discuss it with Tom but I know he'd be hurt by me even suggesting it :/