i've got to let you know

so my ex is coming over today,
we both decided it would be nice to spend time together like we used to, just as friends, we used to play wii fit, eat ice cream n stuff so i guess we'll just be doing that. i hope things aren't awkward, i mean i felt like they were a bit on saturday, and we were in public then, what about when it's just the two of us alone together?? :/
i think my parents were a bit apprehensive about me having him round in case something happens. although, i'm kinda hoping something does... i dunno.. it's not like i wanna be back with him again because i know that doesn't work, but a bit of fun wouldn't hurt would it?
although in saying that i have a friend who broke up with her bf and they decided to "stay friends".... 8 months later and they're still having casual sex each week and she can't let go of him, i really don't want that to happen to me :/ although i don't think it would, cuz like i said, it's not like i want to be with him again, i've accepted that doesn't work so in my mind it would literally just be a bit of no strings attached fun... that would be ok surely, wouldn't it? (i don't know, but don't call me Shirley .... i'm just too funny :p) anywayyyys.....

i hope it goes ok.... god, the more i think about it, the more i want something to happen... we'll see how things go
i'll update you later, maybe tonight or tomorrow
E xxx