my eyes are so sore

all i want to do is sleep
fed up

this love game's expensive

bed now please

if only the giant hornet and millions of moths would fuck off

no sleep for me tonight

*correction.. make that 2 giant hornets
one of which who was insistent on trying to land on my head
sleeping in my brothers room... with the resident zombie butterfly

why is my fucking itunes

insisting on putting on the saddest songs i have

shuffle's fine most of the time

then if i'm having a tough time it's nothing but adele and fucking coldplay

it always does this...

"Feeling down? Here, have some more emotions" 

this morning is a shit morning

i dont know what to do :(
i feel panicy
i can't cope like this much longer
i dont want to
but i dont want to have to break it off, i dont know if i could, i love him so much
but i can't spend my whole summer feeling like this
i feel sick

feeling pretty left out and lonely right now :(

can't wait to be in turkey with my gorgeous bf next week
want cuddles right now :( <3

spent £200 in 4 days...

SHITTTT

don't reply then... really reassuring

i start to try and talk about doubts i'm having and he can't even be bothered to reply
i'm sorry but if he text me with doubts and worries i would stop whatever i was doing and reply
he must be pretty busy to not even have one minute to reassure me

i just feel like he doesn't care anymore
about me or us
he says he does but his actions don't match his words
'actions speak louder than words' is true
i wanna see how much he cares
i want him to show me how much he loves me, how much he wants us to work
not texting me, skyping me or even telling me anything isn't very reassuring.