gonna have a nap

to stop myself from thinking about shit

for fucks sake

i didn't think it would come to this


but i don't want anyone else :(

so fucking sick and tired of people taking advantage of me

i'm just hurting

and sad
and disappointed
and confused
and scared

i feel so empty and numb

i feel weak

we've been here before, cuz i feel we keep going back and forth.
Maybe it's over, maybe we're through but i honestly can say i still love you.

Maybe we've reached the mountain peak, and there's no more left to climb.
And maybe we've lost the magic piece, and we're both to blind to find.

can't stop looking at that bloody instagram photo

makes me feel worthless and sick to my stomach :(

eurgh ffs he's such a dick sometimes

"ow you always do stuff that i would never do to you" oh really? and you never do stuff to me that i would never do to you? He thinks he's such a fucking saint and i'm like the nastiest girlfriend ever who might cheat on him at the first opportunity she gets
so mad right now
what the hell is his problem?
and he acts so fucking dumb about it too
"oh you know that kaz girl, or caroline or whatever her name is, i don't really know" as if she's nothing to him.... yeah right, you probably don't know her name properly because you're too busy ogling her at any given chance you get
fucks sake, i feel like going and liking some picture of an attractive guy friend of mine, except i don't even have any
god, i need to go out more and meet some more people
maybe if we're both ogling at others i might not feel so fucking betrayed.