what's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose?

You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake,
You're a coward to the end.
I don't wanna admit that we're not gonna fit.
No, I'm not the type that you like.
Why don't we just pretend?

Lies.
Don't wanna know.
I can't let you go.
I just want it to be perfect.
To believe it's all been worth the fight.
Lies.
Don't wanna know.

sometimes I ignore you so I feel in control, 'cause really, I adore you, and I can't leave you alone.

It almost feels like a joke to play out the part,

When you are not the starring role in someone else's heart.

You know I'd rather work alone, then play a supporting role,

If I can't get the starring role.

my eyes are so sore

all i want to do is sleep
fed up

this love game's expensive

bed now please

if only the giant hornet and millions of moths would fuck off

no sleep for me tonight

*correction.. make that 2 giant hornets
one of which who was insistent on trying to land on my head
sleeping in my brothers room... with the resident zombie butterfly

why is my fucking itunes

insisting on putting on the saddest songs i have

shuffle's fine most of the time

then if i'm having a tough time it's nothing but adele and fucking coldplay

it always does this...

"Feeling down? Here, have some more emotions" 

this morning is a shit morning

i dont know what to do :(
i feel panicy
i can't cope like this much longer
i dont want to
but i dont want to have to break it off, i dont know if i could, i love him so much
but i can't spend my whole summer feeling like this
i feel sick

feeling pretty left out and lonely right now :(

can't wait to be in turkey with my gorgeous bf next week
want cuddles right now :( <3