this morning is a shit morning

i dont know what to do :(
i feel panicy
i can't cope like this much longer
i dont want to
but i dont want to have to break it off, i dont know if i could, i love him so much
but i can't spend my whole summer feeling like this
i feel sick

feeling pretty left out and lonely right now :(

can't wait to be in turkey with my gorgeous bf next week
want cuddles right now :( <3