love being at home listening to shouting, screaming and slamming doors

i wish they'd just get a divorce already...

it's you, it's you, it's all for you

i get angry way too easily
i really need to stop caring so much

what's the fucking point, i don't even look like her

so tired, so stressed, so frustrated and upset
i have so much college work
so much work work
so much ucas/uni stuff
now i'm on my period too
and (as that wasn't enough) it's become incredibly obvious that he still had feelings for her
and it hurts and i hate that it hurts and i hate myself for caring this much

i haven't cried like this in a long time....

just went to say "love you"..... SHIT

kiss me like we die tonight

please don't fall in love with me
i'm too emotional. i'm cynical. i'm a mess. i'm unhealthy. i'm lost, out of control, falling apart. i'll ruin you and bring you down with me and it's not fair because you are wonderful

now i feel shitty too...

:(

ahh shit

the bournemouth open day is only till 3, can't get there till 1

the brighton open day talk is at 1. would have to get the 6am coach to get there in time -.- or pay £102 (either way!) to get a train there. fml :( 

feeling really odd this evening

feel like he's losing interest already
feel rubbishy and tired and lost again :(
kinda wish i was going to brighton on my own after all. would've been nice to have some time alone, away from here, down by the sea <3

PERSONAL STATEMENT

omg, i only have today to do this and i'm so unmotivated D:

hai there

i feel like i've been neglecting you :( sowiii <3

"thanks for letting me come round"

"thanks for letting me cum in your mouth"

hahahahaha :') <3